Poetry

If you thought I only wrote a few short stories, you will likely not be surprised that I write fewer poems. I make no assertion of their quality, but I would like to share them. I have chosen to include them here.

“Silence” (2025)

Silence, how I long to hear you,

Yet every quiet chapel brings thoughts anew.

Every waking, soundless moment fills my mind

with bursts of song, guilt, and pride.

Have I ever known Silence?

Perhaps it is since

I have never known the quiet

that I desire it.

Silence is dark even on the brightest day,

and that darkness frightens my will away

from embracing the blissful darkness

that alone can banish my sickness.

Yes, I am ill.

Though, there is no cough or chill,

but there is something broken

from a time of which I’ve rarely spoken

Silence, and comfort in it, is my cure

For in happy, dark Silence I can embrace the Pure.

The holy essence of the Lord

who can restore my concord.

But I lack internal stillness,

robbed of the secret bliss

because I cannot hold the darkness,

the void of Silent sweetness.

Do I fear it?

Do I dread it?

Do I hate it?

Do I know it?

I find I fear, I believe,

that silence will reveal and leave

me in a state of broken sorrow

when I realize all the noise I borrow.

I fill my mind with quip and tune

as a way of avoiding the Soon,

the Soon that promises pain and reflection,

and healing, too, upon my genufleciton.

Silence, I do not know you,

but I pray, come, make me new.

Help me to persevere,

to face your darkness, my fear.

“Ad Mariam” (2024)

Hail, my blessed Mother,

I fly to thee for cover.

Ever my mind wanders,

I beg you, pull me closer

though I never find my rest

except in your blessed chest

I let my sins ever fest

and fail to be my best.

The ever flowing blood

of the side of the Lord,

overwhelming as a flood,

and gentle as a ford.

Only That can save me,

The Blood of Him born of Thee,

so to Thee, blessed Mary

I offer my loyalty.

Praise to God, our Father,

Praise His bloodied Son,

Praise the Spirit, intercessor,

Forever and wholly One.

“Hail, First Navigator” (2024)

Hail, O Star of the Ocean

the first Navigator

and ever-blessed Mother

guide us into Heaven.

When night and fear fall

lead us to the Light,

and help us in our fight

against the inner gall.

Shadows surround us always

But you,O Star, shine bright,

daughter and Mother of the Light

piercing through the darkest days

Your Light leads the sailor

of the dark and deadly seas,

you hear your children’s pleas

O ever faithful Navigator.

The humbe Light of your Star

points us always to the shore

of your son, Jesus, our core,

whether we are close or far.

Cast away overboard

all not worthy of thee

and give us calm sea

until we reach our Lord.

So Shining Star of the Sea,

Calm the quaking calamity

of my maligned misery;

bring me to Heaven with thee.

Praise the Holy Father,

Honor to your Blessed Son,

who born of Spirit, three in One

God that made thee my mother.

“Alicorn Flight” (2024)

Amidst the soaring sea of clouds I find

A land of endless potential! It’s white!

But to claim it as my own is folly.

The air has nothing to spare, it’s its own. 

The white wings of my weary steed dare glide

Along the current of the soaring sea,

and do defy the laws of land below,

yet it is not arrogance, rather love.

 

For who can seek to master what’s not his?

And who would dare deny the home his own?

In love, then, we each reach for soaring seas,

and in that love we find only our peace. 

Was it not just that we, mere dirt and dust,

be given the earth to be ours at birth?

The wind and sky are gifts from those who fly.

Happiness on the backs of wingéd steeds. 

In the soaring seas, I consider Earth

to be the depths of the airborne country

and Mountains are woven by piles of clouds. 

Alas, this country is rugged and smooth. 

Its roughness from the billowing, rocky clouds,

its smoothness in the gentle rain within. 

To touch the cloud is to abandon the ground. 

So reach! But forget not lovely low land. 

On the soft white back of my winged Alicorn

I fly high, I break above the low clouds,

I soar ever higher, beyond Mount’nous

peaks of the soaring sea and taste the air.